welllll hello there! it has been what? 4-5 months? i dont really update this only cuz i have a livejournal. so i will use this thing more often now i think.more for like personally entries and stuff cuz i sure as hell need to write a few of those. So whats been goin on with me lately...i have a boyfriend now haha yesss its going good too 
thank god. as for my friends, i dont know anymore. we are all splitting apart. it sucks. yes i am crying right now cuz i just cant picture my life with out the group of friends i have had for the past two years, i know we fight but now we hardly talk...i hate it...it sucks. i wish it was perfect again but i cant change it. i love all my friends more than anything too. and i hate seeing us split apart and fight like this. my friends just mean the world to me and i would die without them. they have been there for me more than anyone ever has and it sucks, it sucks big time. i just wish it wasnt like this. i know no one even wants to read this and hear me complain and im sorry. but i just had to get it out..so if my friends that i am "splitting apart" from are reading this...i am so sorry and i love you. Now i know we will all make new friends like i have and start to hang out with them more. but i know i will always consider them my friends, always... so yeah... im sorry you all had to read this...maybe if i get comments i will update more often...i like mindsay its alooooot easier...i love you all<3
p.s. happy birthday corrin i love you<3
seem to sorta think that others have broken apart, or just wanna hang out with certain people, they thought that about me and sarah, but then i see 4 others who do stuff alot together and dont think of it as the same way. but i do. so yea.. anyways.. life is good, im happy, and its just getting better. 
im not really in any fights with anyone except for one guy that i personally dont give 2 shits about and i could care less. 
